Saturday, September 09, 2006

Nothing else matters

What was happening to me today? I could not hold back pen from paper. My fingers were typing furiously at the laptop and I was on a rampage. C’mmon this is the third post of the day and I have not yet told all that I wanted to. I have not even begun. There is so much ground to be covered between here and there. So much to be explored between now and then!
I hear jubilation all around. It is a Friday evening after all and I am not even trying to pretend to be working. I am waiting to free myself from this space they provide me. I want to flee out of here and wish I could be there.
I hear his voice, in my head and on the phone like I do every single day and night. I am not tired of hearing it, never will be. There is so much that was talked and yet so much more to talk. We are so familiar with each other now, so at times we get repetitive but it becomes reiteration.
A window pops up and we go about writing myriad characters, characters we understand only too well. The games we play, coding and decoding messages when there are too many other elements around. At this moment when I am talking and chatting with him I miss him the most. At this moment, as the typing pace quickens, nothing else seems to matter. I can see my eyes becoming misty and want to tell you so much, how much you mean and all that I want to say, Mettalica has already stated. So here they are for you!

So close no matter how far,
Couldn’t be much more from the heart,
Forever trusting who we are,
And nothing else matters.

Never opened myself this way,
Life is ours, we live it our way,
All these words I don’t just say,
And nothing else matters.

Trust I seek and I find in you,
Everyday for us something new,
Open mind for a different view,
And nothing else matters.

Never cared for what they do,
Never cared for what they know,
But I know

So close no matter how far,
Couldn’t be much more from the heart,
Forever trusting who we are,
And nothing else matters.

Never cared for what they do,
Never cared for what they know,
But I know,
Never opened myself this way,
Life is ours, we live it our way,
All these words I don’t just say

Trust I seek and I find in you,
Everyday for us, something new,
Open mind for a different view,
And nothing else matters.

Never cared for what they say,
Never cared for the games they play,
Never cared for what they do,
Never cared for what they know
And I know.

So close, no matter how far,
Couldn’t be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters.


So apt for the moment, he said.

2 Comments:

Blogger Shirsha said...

ooh babe... i totally get the context, and hey! u seem to be living my past!!! [much wink wink]

12:47 PM  
Blogger Shirsha said...

whoa! continue continue, dont stop!

12:58 PM  

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